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i need to find a drug dealer out here in goodyear. driving to scottsdale all the time sucks!
i've been to jail. i have an interlock device in my car. i'm about to get dropped off the car insurance. i'm back living at home with my parents. i have no job, no money. i'm going back to cosmetology school on tuesday. hmm... cool?
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[July 15th, 2007] |
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when i get hungry, i drink a glass of chocolate milk instead of eating. and somehow, it makes me feel better about myself.
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[July 14th, 2007] |
why am i so addicted to the internet? most of the time it really sucks, it's boring and i don't even do much but check my usual sites when i get on. but i can do it all day. seriously, what the fuck.
someone come slap me. i could be spending these 9-13 hours a day working out, making cool crafty stuff, playing video games, tanning or other random fun stuff. why can't i get my ass off the computer? i think i'm going to tell my mom to hide my modem for a week.
somebody help me
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I can't wait to get out on my own. Maybe then someone will take me seriously. I feel like a polly pocket in a world of barbies. I try to help people, but no one ever listens to me and then they complain when everything goes to shit.
hey mom, I told you that this morning.
dad, i told you to go straight and take a right, not turn left.
hey everyone else, i'm not as dumb as you might think, sometimes i actually DO know what i'm talking about.
/end rant
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[June 29th, 2007] |
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i really hope this doesn't backfire
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[June 3rd, 2007] |
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I'm really, really loving life lately. It seems as though ever since I broke up with so and so everything has been going exactly how I want it to, with the exception of a few minor details. I signed a lease for an apartment, I move in August 18th. I got a bike (sweet ass beach cruiser!) for cruisin' around campus. I ordered some stuff for the new apartment, and I'm going to get some bathroom stuff tomorrow. Belle has stopped peeing on my bed (yesss!). My hair is blonder and I'm really diggin' it. I went to american apparel the other day, and they had the bathing suit bottom for the top I have.. They only had 2 sizes so I grabbed one and hoped for the best. Came home, and the bathing suit fits me so perfectly I wore it around the house for a while :p. Went to pacsun too, and I was on a mission to find 2 specific t-shirts.. they had both of them in my size! That never happens. My mom's been really nice, and my dad too. I think they're really trying to enjoy the time while I'm still home because they realize they're hardly going to see me come august. I bought my mom a kitten to keep herself company when I leave, I think she really likes the new addition. Who knew I had so many barbies and stuff in the garage? Garage sale in 2 weekends.I found all the things my mom's been saving for me over the last few years for my apartment. I'm pretty excited, but nervous at the same time. I don't know who my roommate is and I really hope I'm living with someone who I can chill with. I'm much more than excited for college and all the things coming up. I need to start going to the gym and get myself a bikini body ha. My hair needs to grow like 8 inches too! I've been in such a good mood lately, wee!!
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[April 15th, 2007] |
I really could use someone who cares. I've never been without a best friend for this long, and I can't stand it. I have no girl nights, no one to gossip with. I feel horrible about myself and I have no self-asteem. I wish I had a best friend who would come work out with me and tan with me by my pool.
Where have all my friends gone?
I hate looking in the mirror wishing I saw someone else. I want to like myself, and say "hey, you look mighty fine today"
Where has all my motivation gone?
I'm seriously thinking of taking a BIG break from the internet/computer. Someone have a 2nd lent with me please.
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[January 3rd, 2007] |
so my conclusion to the year.
I've made it into college, Arizona State to be exact. I've talked my parents into letting me move into my own apartment. I have a new miniature dachshund puppy named Belle. I've come to despise myspace with a passion, but still use it as a way to contact people. and last but not least, I've started to work out at a gym, and I couldn't feel better about myself.
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